th IMPERFECT girl that is STRUGGLING so hard to meet th EXPECTATIONS of this CRUEL WORLD with nothing but a PAPERHEART on her that is TORN and WEATHERED by HARSH CIRCUMSTANCES.

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crap. i hate this keyboard. it's fraking lousy., maaking my so frustrated. so.. sorry for the spelling n typo errors. cos changing on tis keyboard maake me irritated. cant post a long post.

i hate it. wat nonsence is this? eveerything is dilapilated. i feel as if im living in a freak pg sty or somesort beggar house, with almost nothing available/accesible. crp. nothing in place for my life. sometimes, i really wonder why god put me in this particular world, this particular nation & in this particular home.

i want to shout my comments, frustrations n everything out loud. but where is my audience/? thh crowd seems to dissappear n vanish. which is like_____. arghz. wat m i toking about.

the point of no return. wil i reach out for it?

this is really pointless. i HATE it. wat t hell is wrong with me? wat is the essence in m tt makes u hate me? wat in the world did i do? im trying so hard to be of tt standard. but y cant i?? i fall even deeper and tis makes me more shhort-fused!!!

fuck. i hate my damn it life, tis damn it keyboard, my damn it family...(the lis nnever ends.)
however, above all, i hate MYSELF for hating the endless things.

finding my place n stand in life. things seem to be diminishing...

i hope youth(games) l8r wiill cheer me uup. but it seems hard, judging from the fact tt i'll be left out/alone. bible study following the youth. maybe i can seek somfort in God's word.