Saturday, August 11, 2007
he like someone. he said he love her. i dun noe wat im thinking now. he said he love her. he love her? ya. tt's what he said. i dun like him le. i will cease to like any guys. i think he hate me la. haix. i find tt he hates me. got the feeling. haix. i wonder why i care so much bout whether he likes me or not. but i really dun want him to hate me. cos i like him. but i shall stopn myself. it's not nicw to like a guy tt likes another girl. but i really like him. since sec1. the first time i see him, i like him. but then.. now i found out tt he like someone else. so foreget it. i shall curb my own feelings and not go out with him anymore.
i really like u. T.T
sorry. i feel so bad. but i dun noe why im making decisions like this. this national day break. four days. i didnt study at all. haix. hate myself for tt. this week exam le. i still treat it like nothing lidat. i dun feel anxious bout my studies at all now. i tried to study but then.. i failed. haix. good results? i think they'll say goodbye to me this term or even next. and ben still said "natalie zhui wo zhe yang jiu zhong yu zhui dao di yi ming liao." i noe for sure he'll work harder to beat me. but im not putting in effort. someone. wake me up from my dream n fantasy. im longwinded.
