th IMPERFECT girl that is STRUGGLING so hard to meet th EXPECTATIONS of this CRUEL WORLD with nothing but a PAPERHEART on her that is TORN and WEATHERED by HARSH CIRCUMSTANCES.
hard to keep this blog living.. feeling and knowing is different. after u noe u must put it into action. then will ppl see/noe.do u think i like to quarrel with u constanly? im oso human leh. not robot. u must give me time to rest. not once i reach home do this do that, in a wonderfully 'sweet' voice. i have really did my best to change, and improve the relationship with u ppl. but.. there's still this gap between us. i admit tt one of u is oso working as hard as i am, to meet up with the requirements of each other. it takes two hands to clap. but the other one isint cooperating. but let us just forgive n forget. no use raking up the past. its useless and it wont improve things..
let bygones be bygones.
but sometimes.. i just come help but wonder. do u really care for me? u rather go out then bringme to the doctor... forget it. i shall pray. be PRAYERFUL. forget who say de. but ya. it will help.
love, forgive, forget, tolerate.
uncle harvey asked if i want to be attached to a tacher and observe how to teach.. for around a year thn later to learn to teach.. he said he was hoping i could do it in sec four or after. but.. im just starting to learn how to teach the kids to sing. dun scare me away!! but no la. this kind of things.. pray first then say.. let me settle my problems, get things right with god.. and then i'll consider. it's all in his plan. so there's no need to rush. :) once again.. it prayers are needed. haha.
prayerful.
now i think tt grades is not as more achievable than self-control.. but god will lead n guide me. if i can achieve self control with the help of god, i can surely accomplish and achieve other RIGHT things.
