th IMPERFECT girl that is STRUGGLING so hard to meet th EXPECTATIONS of this CRUEL WORLD with nothing but a PAPERHEART on her that is TORN and WEATHERED by HARSH CIRCUMSTANCES.
dunno wat's gotten into me this days.. feel so short-tempered la. hate myself lidat. went home, waited for asher, xinhui and eugene to come for tution. then i went down for bball spree. vent all my stress and frustrations. but now.. my back hurting like crazy.. wadeva. if i feel pain means im not numb yet. and tt's a wonderful sign! down with flu and cough. oh ya. cut my index finger today.. i myself dunno whether it's on purpose or not. haix.. WAT'S GOTTEN INTO ME MAN..
i seriously dunno how to account for wat im doing presently.
everything just feel so empty and hollow.life is so 'great' . cant imagine how 'happy' i am. spare me the sarcasm. pls. so, EDMUND LEE. it took u long enough to realise tt its not helping me at all right? im really sorry if i made u disappointed. but man. u chose the wrong path; both physically or spiritually. havent u hurt me enough? or u are still not done with me yet? i tell u, if u have not forsaken me and let me stray, thinking tt u are influencing me, then i wont have been like this now. but im not blaming u. it's my own fault. i cant change. i tried to prove it to u. but i just cant. sometimes, i really hate u. the misery u put me through. feel like hurting myself, just to spite the ppl around me.noe it's foolish but i cant help it. im gg mental.
