th IMPERFECT girl that is STRUGGLING so hard to meet th EXPECTATIONS of this CRUEL WORLD with nothing but a PAPERHEART on her that is TORN and WEATHERED by HARSH CIRCUMSTANCES.
My history thought me that the company of others would only bring pain and rejection. i have decided to isolate myself from the class and thus, i created this blog after the camp. im sick n tired of the views of others about me and the way i hold myself. i just cant be natural with them. as each chaptor passes, i decided that it was best to play the dumb, deaf and blind. being alone is still better than being hurt. i shall be what i am like during the first few months of sec1. befopre i totally changed my perspective, attitude and views of things. i have decided. i will feel better. afterall, im used to it alr.but being lidat means i have to work doubly hard as i cant rely on friends that dont seemed friends. i wont put in anymore effort to continue the weak relationship/friendship between us all. im just that anti-social. cos u ppl want me to laugh, smile, cry as and when u like it and not as in i like it. it's as if u are running my life. i have decided, to let God lead me as I run MY OWN life.
